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i feel so dishearten, so stressed, so pissed, so sad.
sigh.

it's up to you all if you wanna read it or not.
it's about a maple guild stuff.
i don't really care what you all think or say.
it's my blog, and i have the rights to say.
cos it's my only place left to tell.
i got nowhere to rent.
i got nowhere to tell.
i got nowhere to hide anymore.

who said making a guild is easy?
no one said it was.
the day we all left R3 guild. you guys wanted to make a guild of your own.
but no one wanted to be a gm.
i volunteer to be one.

i stated, im just a another JR in guild.
but ever since i'm a so called GM.

all damn problems, pass-ed through jt.
and then telling me.
thinking it will be solved.
but you all know what?
do you all think that she telling me will solve anything?
it only gets worse.
do you all know that, our arguements consist 90% of VESTIGE GUILD.
don't you all have a mouth to tell me?
even if you know now, what can you all do?
try to solve it? ok sure.
solved alr, then what?
cos the people who are gonna go through, is ME and HER.
NOT YOU GUYS.

then if the problems are not settled,
i always will be the target.
i'm getting sick of it. really. i only volunteer to be one.
why me? why always me? why don't at least you tell naz? or maybe other jr in guild?
i know there are times you all did.
but think again, most of the time, is me.

when you guys suggest something,
you all always want it to be done.
i've always listen to all of your ideas.
but when it's not done or it doesn't go the way you want.
you all give me attitude or stuff.

i feel that most of us cant work together, why?
cos most of us are like, trying to get hold of the guild and wanna lead the guild.
i don't lead the guild.
i listened to all of your suggestions, your idea.
the stress, the pain, the pressure, i kept it in my heart.

i don't know what to say anymore.
no one will understand how i feel inside.
you two said, no one respect you or stuff in guild.
but, did you both tried every hard enough?
do you tink it's easy as abc?

i tried very hard,
i give it all my best.
but, i don't think i can take it anymore.
really.
i don't wish to even tell jt.
later if i tell her, what will happen?
arguement? sigh.
i jus wish, i could jus leave the guild. and don't return.

maple is just a game.
i don't see why stressing myself so hard jus over a dam game.
but, i cant.
cos you guys are there.
sigh.

Kaze was here
now shooo !