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so sick..
been sick for like, 1 week alr.
headache, fever,flu,cough.
can't sleep well at night.
sigh.

i'm dying
>.>

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whao.
just finished watching Resident Evil: Degeneration.
it's a really very very awesome CGI movie.
woot!
go catch it~

here are the links :

http://www.watch-movies.net/movies/resident_evil_degeneration/

:D

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i feel so dishearten, so stressed, so pissed, so sad.
sigh.

it's up to you all if you wanna read it or not.
it's about a maple guild stuff.
i don't really care what you all think or say.
it's my blog, and i have the rights to say.
cos it's my only place left to tell.
i got nowhere to rent.
i got nowhere to tell.
i got nowhere to hide anymore.

who said making a guild is easy?
no one said it was.
the day we all left R3 guild. you guys wanted to make a guild of your own.
but no one wanted to be a gm.
i volunteer to be one.

i stated, im just a another JR in guild.
but ever since i'm a so called GM.

all damn problems, pass-ed through jt.
and then telling me.
thinking it will be solved.
but you all know what?
do you all think that she telling me will solve anything?
it only gets worse.
do you all know that, our arguements consist 90% of VESTIGE GUILD.
don't you all have a mouth to tell me?
even if you know now, what can you all do?
try to solve it? ok sure.
solved alr, then what?
cos the people who are gonna go through, is ME and HER.
NOT YOU GUYS.

then if the problems are not settled,
i always will be the target.
i'm getting sick of it. really. i only volunteer to be one.
why me? why always me? why don't at least you tell naz? or maybe other jr in guild?
i know there are times you all did.
but think again, most of the time, is me.

when you guys suggest something,
you all always want it to be done.
i've always listen to all of your ideas.
but when it's not done or it doesn't go the way you want.
you all give me attitude or stuff.

i feel that most of us cant work together, why?
cos most of us are like, trying to get hold of the guild and wanna lead the guild.
i don't lead the guild.
i listened to all of your suggestions, your idea.
the stress, the pain, the pressure, i kept it in my heart.

i don't know what to say anymore.
no one will understand how i feel inside.
you two said, no one respect you or stuff in guild.
but, did you both tried every hard enough?
do you tink it's easy as abc?

i tried very hard,
i give it all my best.
but, i don't think i can take it anymore.
really.
i don't wish to even tell jt.
later if i tell her, what will happen?
arguement? sigh.
i jus wish, i could jus leave the guild. and don't return.

maple is just a game.
i don't see why stressing myself so hard jus over a dam game.
but, i cant.
cos you guys are there.
sigh.

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hey peeps!
gonna update about 18th december first.
tmr then i'll update about 19th december.
hahaha :D

so at least it won't seem dead.

oh well,

18TH DECEMBER 2008
- BABY'S birthday ;)

yay! her birthday have arrived. she have turned 17th.
happy belated birthday baby. :)

started the day by meeting baby and her sis, jh at eHub at pasir ris.
we heade to buy the tickets first.
to buy TWILLIGHT tickets. haha!
one movie which totally caught my eye was,
CICAKMAN 2.
i'm like, rofls? still got 2nd part? still the ginger boys are back.
it's a malay movie btw, but hey, maybe it will be nice? i don't know. gonna watch it on tv i perhaps. haha.

after buying the tickets,
went for LUNCH!
yay. finally can complain.
oh well, we had lunch at hei sushi.
i admit, it's my first time eating there.
had a great experience there.
haha. the food is kinda, wierd. but delicious to. hahas!
but hey! baby and jh totally scammed me!
they made me eat wasabi.
the worse that is i deep so many. gosh. the brain freeze X_X"
hahas. and another thing, the person there told us that the plates on the rail wasn't free.
but after we paid, it was like, FREE. i'm like, damn it. there goes my buffet.
but aniway, still very full. haha.

after lunch, we headed for arcade!
the gals took neoprint.
and the guys, well, me and naz, played rambo.
a very very WIERD game! really.
haha. and oh,
i got a new record!
i beated 1st stage wif oni 1 life lost in time crisis 4.
the wierd thing is that i didnt touch it for like, months alr. haha
but maybe it was pure luck i guess. haha.
proud of myself! muahaha

well then,
after arcade~ movie time!
twillight was very very superb. the movie was like, awesome to me.
the storyline to. hahas. now i know why alot people like it so much.
all i can say is, the vampires are like, GHOST to me instead, dam heavy makeup. =_="
all white white. rofls!

well, during the credits, i sneaked out pretending to go toilet.
* which i did okay! *
met up wif naz.
you know, he got scammed by this shop,
he went to buy a ciggarate box,
he brought it for like $10.70,
but when he open it, it totally didnt fit all of his ciggarates.
poor naz. hahas!
we slowly walked towards paris ris park.
and camp there.

hahas, we surprised her wif a CHOCOLATE cake.
:)
she looked very happy. hahas.
yj went to meet us to. at least he could make it.
hahas.

well, after all the surprises, we bid farewell,
then i headed home.
baby's birthday was spendid. a very happy day for her. hahas.
very happy for her. :)

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wooo.
updates! ;D

today, at east point.
there's this event which is so funny one.
a kid's event lahs,
was running errand for my mum.
walk pass by the main floor of east point.
then i saw a BIG BIG tom and jerry running here and there in the stage.
kinda fun to watch it.
but oh well, i watch on cartoon network much better. hahas!

well, been busy lately.
busy with what?
mai kaypo. LOL!
kidding.
been busy wif lots of stuff, hanging out here n there.
hahas.

let's talk about my day today,
a typical sunday,
WITH a very very cold weather. * faints *
wake up, try to lvl my maple char.
hahas. then slack-ed around the house.
at night, went out wif my family.
the lights at orchard is kinda nice,
but althought the lights in the street is very long,
it's all the same!
my dad say they should at least try to put different light patterns.
hahas.

then went to eat at mcdonald's.
wanted to order mega mac again.
but i kept eating it.
AND somehow i miss my mega mcspicy.
hahas!

my baby bdae and my bdae is coming.
i'm totally looking forward to it.
hahas,
but i only wan a very small celebration.
really.

oh yeah!
i finish-ed 2 of my PSP games.
congrats to mee. hahas!
and i gave up 1 game called burnout.
really really dam frustating and hard.
i recommend not to play burnout game in psp.

well, gonna knock out for bed soon.
:D
that's all folks!

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EH damn it!
i bite my damn tongue!
T_T
and the blood keep flowing outtt.

it all happen while i was eating my french fries hapilly,
and sitting down watching tv.
then PIAK!
" why my tongue feel so kns? "
then oh ok, cont eating :D

then i look in the mirror,
ZOMG.
a small scar on my tongue. LOL!
but the blood, was like, heaven to the vampires. -.-"

hahas! mummy is gonna be discharged tmr.
yayness~ :)
she's totally fine now. hahas! thankx to everyone who are concern about her.

hmm, today nth much, spend my time surfing net, trying to lvl my dam char in mpl,
and visit mum most of the time,
but one thing cannot forget, HOUSEWORK! lols.
=\

buuuuut,
im missing someone very very deeply
i realise,
if she weren't here with me anymore,
i couldn't go through the day without her.

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ahhh!
mummy is sick,
and is in hospital.

i hope she will get well soon.
these 2 weeks,
her fever constantly on and off.
so she decided to go to polyclinic.
then poly push her go hospital.
now she's warded.
but everything's ok.
it's nth serious.
just about the house,
time for me to do alot of housework.

Kaze was here
now shooo !

thinking about the future,

what will it be?
what will you be?
what will happen to you?
will your dreams come true?
will everything goes as you planned?

no one knows.
not even albert einstein knows.
not even neil armstrong.
but we always gotta stay strong,
gotta stay focus,
for each other sake.

there's alot of dreams for me to chase in the future,

to have a good diploma.
to secure a good job.
explore the whole world tgt with yr soulmate.
taste more variety of food all over the globe.
but most of all, is to be happy.

there are lots i could chase, but i chose to name a few in my mind.
sometimes i feel,
is life destined for you?
or is life is in yr palm of your hands.
i don't know.
but, i gotta stay strong.
for everyone i know.

one thing for sure,
life is full of mystery and obstacles.
that is something,
we all can't ignore.

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